~ Love Is A Fairytale ~

Assalamualaikum...

hello there my beloved friends :)

after a few days covering myself with assignments, i thought of writing something just to release the stress and burden that i feel now..so, let the poem below tells everything..what? you think that's ashort story??haha..no,no,..it's my poem...a very simple piece...easy to read, easy to understand..no flowery words,hehe..i wrote it with the help of a romantic emotional instrumental song...seriously dear...hehe....enjoy your reading ^^,


here's some hint --->

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LOVE …..

Do you really know the true meaning of LOVE?

Me? Do I really understand what LOVE is?

Hmmmmmmmm . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Is it a DESIRE??

Is it a PASSION??

Is it a FEELING??

Or is it a GIFT??

Maybe…… I still don’t know what LOVE really is…

Well, it doesn’t matter…I’m sure everyone has their own interpretation about LOVE right..

So do i…here! Let me tell something…

For me…LOVE is a GIFTT…very PRICELESS GIFT which brings a Fairytale story….

And I’ve experienced one…

The day where he confessed to me about  his feelings, I feel like…

“Thanks Allah…I’ve never feel sooo happy as I am now” - - - -a year before

I was just planning, but HE knows what’s the best for me…

This guy….. in my eyes, no other man can replace him…

In my eyes, he’s to perfect for me…

I love him not because of his appearance…

I love him not because of his status…

I love him not because of his money…

I love him not because of his title…

I love him coz I love him…

I’ve got no solid reason for loving him…

Then how did I know that I love him?

Everytime I look at him, my heart beats fast…

Everytime I stand next to him, my whole body shivers…

When he looks into my eyes, I felt this odd feeling…JOY, HAPPY, EXCITED

I can’t look straight into his eyes.. I’m too shy to do that..

Almost every time he came into my dream…and I don’t know why

It could be a clue.. .I wonder

True! We both have the same feelings…

Both confessed to each other….

-Engaged-

I can’t believe I was engaged with my first love…hoping to be the first and the last

Everyday was a wonderful day for me…

Only a smile from him makes me soo happy for the whole day…

Guess what…I felt like I’m a princess in a fairytale story…always have a happy ending

Maybe it sounds crazy…but that’s the reality of lovebirds…

Love is blind… love is crazy…

All those craziness and blindness ended up..

April – May – June – July

Only four months of fairytale story

We ended up nicely

Till today.. I never know the reason why he ended this relationship..

A sad ending… not as in a fairytale story

At first, I can’t accept it…

A sudden action…

Today, I’ve treat my wounded heart…the scar remains there…deep inside

NOW - - - -I feel like     “Thanks Allah, coz you gave me this priceless experience…Thanks Allah for creating me a strong heart”

I hope that I could bring back the olden days we were together

I hope that we never broke up

And I really hope that I could accept him back

But all those hope never happen

Hope is just a hope

But I never hate him for what he had done

I love him now as a friend

And I knew maybe he got his own solid reason for our broken relation
i never blame him for this sorrow
i believe he did this for good

even my heart had broken to pieces
I take it positively
But I still hope for something

I hope we both meet a better person one day

InsyaAllah..amin :) 

i've done an x-ray...that's the result (a year before)
now, already fix it...but the pain is still there

yeah, i know i never wrote a love story before in my entries....just suddenly i thought about it..huhu

anyway, thanks for reading u'olllss :)

Assalamualaikum

~ Better Late Than Never ~

Assalamualaikum...

huishh! pejam celik pejam celik dah tinggal seminggu je lagi nak habis bulan Februari...cepat benar masa berlalu...aduhaiii, sibuk gila ngan assignments yang semakin hari semakin membukit tu...actually, sekarang ni pun tengah dalam kesibukan berassignment jugak..tapi cuba untuk curi sikit masa to create this entry...

why??? sebabbbb kali ni aku nak cite pasal hari kejutan untuk my BFF on her birthday..ermmm,actually not exactly on her birthday but belated already la aiyooo~ hehe..xpe, "better late than never" btoi dak.. :D

okeyh, sebelum aku cite dengan lebih lanjut, meh nak bagitaw dulu sapa BFF tersebut...dia ialah Nurhartini @ lebih dikenali dengan nama Tinie..wajahnya ada kat senarai besties nuu kat tepi kanan tu haa..nampak2?? hehe

ok, dah nampak bagus...gambar yang kat sebelah kanan tu sebenarnya semua pun BFF aku..cuma ada yang dari sekolah menengah, ada jugak yang dari IPG Perlis...kenapa diorang tu menjadi BFF aku?? sebabbb mereka ni la yang sentiasa bersama support aku bukan sahaja pada masa senang tapi jugak time aku susah dengan serabut masalah segala...depa la yang bagi nasihat, yang bagi sokongan, yang bagi pandangan, yang dijadikan tempat mengadu, tempat bersuka, peneman setia, pendengar setia, peneman bergurau senda, teman bermesra2 alam,,EHHH!! haaa,yg ni terover cket..hehe..mesra alam dengan perempuan je la..haishh! haha :D semua susah senang kira depa ni always beside me la to give their support..haaa,tuuudiaaa kan! hehe :D

i'm so grateful to have them in my life..Thank You Allah :)

ok2, dah terlebih2 pulak intro...so,straight to the point la...hari Sabtu lepas aku berpakat dengan Siti Nabilah @ Biela nak buat surprise birthday untuk Tinie sebab on her exact birthday (12 Feb) aku tak dapat keluar sesama sebab ada kuliah pasal academic writing...mulanya dah janji dah, tapi tak sangka lecturer inform kemudian yang akan ada kuliah tarikh tu...so, sebagai ganti aku pun plan la buat pada Sabtu berikutnya (18 Feb 2012)...lewat la seminggu..hihi..takpela, janji aku puas hati dapat jugak sambut birthday sahabatku ni...

F.Y.I ni first time aku buat surprise kat Tinie sebab masa zaman hingus meleleh dulu ni mana la reti nak drive keta apa semua kann..pastu ditokok pulak dengan mak ayah tak bagi keluar...maklumla, budak bawah umur lagi..huhu...sekarang dah 20 dah pun...kalau kahwin pun dah boleh beranak kasi muat keta Naza Ria..EHH!! ni bukan aku kata, orang yang kata taw..he2 :P

dibantutkan cite, kami sambut kat KFC lama Kangar dengan ditemani Biela...sahabat yang lain tak dapat join sebab masing2 tengah study untuk final exam diorang...huhu (menagis dua minit) ;(

okeyh,moh le usha je gambar2 kat bawah ni...tulis banyak pun bukan orang baca..kann2?? haha

JOM!!!!!!!

tadaaa!! kiut x? hehe...pilih tergesa2 sebab terlewat keluar rumah..

takut kantoi, tu main rembat ja kek mana pun..hehe

birthday girl! tua dah Cik Tinie kita..Yeayy!!! i muda lagi..hehe

guraw je Tinie taw..jgn muncung sedepa :P

Biela yang turut sama join...thanks a lot to her sebab dapat jugak teman aku ngan Tinie...

law x,berdua je la..tak meriah sangat..huhu

* ce tengok makanan Biela plg banyak..HAHA

 aippp!! potong kek elok2 anak dara...

Sweetnyaa omaigoshh!!

*terlebih la pulakk puji diri..HAHA

nganga aaaaaa---ummmm! hehe 

suap birthday girl plak...

*mak cik meja sebelah dok usha keras..HAHA

last but not least, really aprreciate their cooperation..even masing2 sibuk ada janji temu lain jugak, diorang still dapat hadirkan diri...jenuh ajak taw! hehe

sayanngggggg semua <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

kbaii *nak layan lagu hindustan plak :P

nak join? taknak sudahh..hehe

Thanks for reading

Assalamualaikum

Assignmentssss.........

Assalamualaikum...

looks like January had run away...bye!! February has already finished the first day... 1st Feb dahhh?? weee, pantasnyeee masa berlalu...haa,bulan lepas boleh la dok rilek2 goyang kaki,goyang perut suma....a

lmaklumla assignment tak membukit lagi...sekarang ni, dah mula nampak dah bayang assignmentsssss berserta BIG(coming soon) dan juga SBE(coming soon juga)...waahhh,mesti letih la...kena start perah2 otak la dah...kasi jalan sikit otak yang dah lama berkarat sebab tak banyak pikiaq(fikir)... 

what's BIG?? Botol Isi Guli?? no..no..no..salah sama sekali...BIG tu Bina Insan Guru...semua guru pelatih kat IPGM akan mula terlibat dengan aktiviti bila masuk PISMP SEM 1 (first year degree) program ni ala2 cam camping kat school dulu2 tu haa..alaaaa,takkan xtau kann...tapi yang ni rasanya lagi tough kot..rasa2 je la..takpe2,nanti lepas habis BIG pasti aku update new entry..hakuna matata= need no worry (terpengaruh kartun Lion King zaman hingusan dulu2) :P

SBE plak menatang apa? ia bukanlah binatang mahupun buah-buahan..tapi SBE tu School Based Experience...juga bermula dari first year degree..takpe yang tu cite kemudian...ni nak fokus pada ASSIGNMENTS....sekarang ni ada 1 kerja kursus yang perlu dibuat dalam kumpulan..yang tu untuk subjek GERKO (kokurikulum)...lepas ni lecturer child development pulak dah bagitahu kami bakal dapat assignment dari dia...yang itu, individual..OMAIGOSH! (itu yang teman tak gemor tu...haih)...lepas ni pulak

bakal dapat dari Dr Rosdi iaitu lecturer subjek Tamadun Islam...WOW!! bakal menggunung nampaknya...macam tu la kitorang ni, sekali assignments tu datang bertimbun-timbun youuu!! so, the conclusion is = lihat gambar di bawah :P

konon2 busy gila buat kerja kursus la tu...hoho

contohilah budak itu yee(nak muntah) *perasan ntahpapentah :P

itu je untuk entry for this 1st Feb 2012

kbaii !

Assalamualaikum